alphabet you $20 you'll forget that time in college on a stiff ledge, announcing something to a bunch of kids bent on collapsing "for every famous last word there are a million last words that no one's every heard for every famous last word there are a million last words and they're last words that no one's heard"
well, you got it stuck in my head i want mine to sound smart to ring and ring for hours to break my mother's heart cuz there are millions of words that all sound like other words i could've sworn i heard there are millions of words that just don't work as well as that one word
no, i think i'm cracking up it's too polished and pretty dishonest and lumbering so you can keep sleeping just break my apology into sparks in the air you're breathing
remember when it used to be my air? back before we fought so much and i proved i wasn't strong enough to convince myself into convincing you; i was a prince before the hospital, and then i was a trapdoor waiting to swallow you i was a picked lock, a broken bicycle immobilized and hanging in place just nodding my head and hiding my face in my hands auditioning my escape plan