Текст песни Radiohead Prove Yourself

I can't afford to breath in this town
Nowhere to sit without a gun in my hand
Hooked back up to my cathode ray
I'm better off dead
Prove Yourself
I wanna breath I wanna grow
I'd say I want it but I don't know how
I work, I bleed, I beg, I pray
But I'm better off dead
Prove Yourself
Why?