Текст песни Asphyxia (France) Self Deception

Eternal wait burning up my soul
A cleansing disease spitting me out
Endless pain, I can't get you closer
I'd better stay alone forever

Eternal wait burning up my soul
A cleansing disease spitting me out
Confused sight, I can't get you closer
I'd better stay alone forever

Why don't you pay attention to me
Please tell me how is the interest you see
Maybe the fate is against me
Maybe should I claim my animosity

Why don't you break my false illusion
You'd better try to leave this position
Pain claims being your own creation
Time can't avoid my self deception