Текст песни Ends With A Bullet A Painful Addiction

what did i tell u now
its nothing left to me
im just hold

is something wrong with me

i can feel it in my vains
for all the mistakes
is oke for a battle
everytime u near me i just wanna gv away from u
everytime u call me
i just wanna runaway from u
i just realized
i cant hurt once alive
i guess its hard for me
to think its the ghost inside of me
i just wanna let go
n leave the men everyone wants me to be
but i feel so afraid