Текст песни My First Failure Until Today

It..s these days when everyone is there but you. And it..s your face haunting me through every sleepless night. Those fucking nights when I felt stranded somewhere, lost and forgotten you..ve always the saviour and until today I don..t feel I..ve realized what it means to face all this without you. I don..t feel like accepting that your heart has given up and I don..t feel like giving you up because maybe we were closer to perfection than anyone could ever be. Right now every morning future turns into uncertainty. And these years were for nothing.....

You always said we..d forever. Today you tell me to accept that you..re gone and that I need to move on. But what is moving on when I am always looking back? What is moving on when I am dying in regret? What is moving on when you were all I had? Fuck realization. Fuck love. Fuck everything I ever felt...